Dr. Sweet NUPE
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God thank you today.
I woke up this morning and thought, I was supposed to be dead 5 years ago. For some reason you knew what was going to happen and blessed me to be placed in Arkansas. Each day I drive past the Pentagon, I remember our annual Action Officer Meetings. I look at the 5th window to the center of contact on the 4th level; of how I used to watch the helicopter land. Those 23 people who died that day are people that I will never forgot because God there was supposed to be a 24th, me.
Most people wonder why I joke, play, laugh, and act silly so much is because of the thoughts of what could have happened. How my life could have been. Yet, God you knew...as you always do. Honestly God, each time this day comes I carry a sense of guilt because I ask why me? What makes me the person you chose. Yet, it boils down to God knowing best.
You knew what you were doing because you knew my father was going to die later that year in November. Thanks God for not taking me because you knew my mother and sister could not deal with the stress of losing two family members in the same year.
God you knew...you knew.
I woke up this morning and thought, I was supposed to be dead 5 years ago. For some reason you knew what was going to happen and blessed me to be placed in Arkansas. Each day I drive past the Pentagon, I remember our annual Action Officer Meetings. I look at the 5th window to the center of contact on the 4th level; of how I used to watch the helicopter land. Those 23 people who died that day are people that I will never forgot because God there was supposed to be a 24th, me.
Most people wonder why I joke, play, laugh, and act silly so much is because of the thoughts of what could have happened. How my life could have been. Yet, God you knew...as you always do. Honestly God, each time this day comes I carry a sense of guilt because I ask why me? What makes me the person you chose. Yet, it boils down to God knowing best.
You knew what you were doing because you knew my father was going to die later that year in November. Thanks God for not taking me because you knew my mother and sister could not deal with the stress of losing two family members in the same year.
God you knew...you knew.