JR hit dog will holla...
Bottom line is you want a fat girl so be it. I myself have an appretiation for women of all sizes. When I was younger I liked them pretty,red and thick with small feat. As I got older I started to appretiate the bueaty in all women of different shapes, sizes and even color. I also had a real thing for extra chocolate ladies with long hair...Still do..LOL
If you go from normal size to Fat and have no plans to get back to what you were then go find a dude who wants that. Don't get upset because some of us would cut and run..
I know plenty of people who have maintained their size into their old age. At some point we all have to take controll and stop over indulging in everything..